The
instructor said,
Go home and write
a page tonight.
And let that page come out of you---
Then, it will be true.
I
wonder if it's that simple?
I am twenty-two, colored, born in
I went to school there, then
to this college on the hill above
I am the only colored student in my class.
The steps from the hill lead down into
through a park, then I cross St. Nicholas,
the Harlem Branch Y, where I take the elevator
up to my room, sit down, and write this page:
It's not easy to
know what is true for you or me
at twenty-two, my age. But I guess I'm what
I feel and see and hear,
hear you, hear me---we two---you, me, talk on this page.
(I hear
Well, I like to eat, sleep, drink, and be in love.
I like to work, read, learn, and understand life.
I like a pipe for a Christmas present,
or records---Bessie, bop, or Bach.
I guess being colored doesn't make me NOT like
the same things other folks like who are other races.
So will my page be colored that I write?
Being me, it will not be white.
But it will be
a part of you, instructor.
You are white---
yet a part of me, as I am a part of you.
That's American.
Sometimes perhaps you don't want to be a part of me.
Nor do I often want to be a part of you.
But we are, that's true!
As I learn from you,
I guess you learn from me---
although you're older---and white---
and somewhat more free.
This is my page for
English B.
My Papa's Waltz
by Theodore Roethke
The
whiskey on your breath
Could make a small boy dizzy;
But I hung on like death:
Such waltzing was not easy.
We romped until the pans
Slid from the kitchen shelf;
My mother's countenance
Could not unfrown itself.
The hand that held my wrist
Was battered on one knuckle;
At every step you missed
My right ear scraped a buckle.
You beat time on my head
With a palm caked hard by dirt,
Then waltzed me off to bed
Still clinging to your shirt.
By Gary Soto
The first time I walked
With a girl, I was twelve,
Cold, and weighted down
With two oranges in my jacket.
December. Frost cracking
Beneath my steps, my breath
Before me, then gone,
As I walked toward
Her house, the one whose
Porch light burned yellow
Night and day, in any weather.
A dog barked at me, until
She came out pulling
At her gloves, face bright
With rouge. I smiled,
Touched her shoulder, and led
Her down the street, across
A used car lot and a line
Of newly planted trees,
Until we were breathing
Before a drugstore. We
Entered, the tiny bell
Bringing a saleslady
Down a narrow aisle of goods.
I turned to the candies
Tiered like bleachers,
And asked what she wanted—
Light in her eyes, a smile
Starting at the corners
Of her mouth. I fingered
A nickel in my pocket,
And when she lifted a chocolate
That cost a dime,
I didn't say anything.
I took the nickel from
My pocket, then an orange,
And set them quietly on
The counter. When I looked up,
The lady's eyes met mine,
And held them, knowing
Very well what it was all
About.
Outside,
A few cars hissing
past,
Fog hanging like old
Coats between the trees.
I took my girl's hand
In mine for two blocks,
Then released it to let
Her unwrap the chocolate.
I peeled my orange
That was so bright against
The gray of December
That, from some distance,
Someone might have thought
I was making a fire in my hands.
DRIVING LESSONS
By Neal Bowers
I
learned to drive in a parking lot
On
Sundays, when the stores were closed—
Slow
maneuvers out beyond the light-poles,
No
destination, just the ritual of clutch and gas,
My
father clenching with the grinding gears,
Finally
giving up and leaving my mother
To
buck and plunge with me and say,
Repeatedly, “Once more. Try just
once more.”
She
walked out on him once
When
I was six or seven, my father
Driving
beside her, slow as a beginner,
Pleading,
my baby brother and I
Crying
out the windows, “Mama, don’t go!”
It
was a scene to break your heart
Or
make you laugh—those wailing kids,
A
woman walking briskly with a suitcase,
The slow car following like a faithful dog.
I
don’t know why she finally got in
And
let us take her back
To
whatever she had made up her mind to leave;
But
the old world swallowed her up
As
soon as she opened that door,
And
the other life she might have lived
Lay
down forever in its dark infancy.
Sometimes,
when I’m home, driving
Through
the old neighborhoods, stopping
In
front of each little house we rented,
My
stillborn other life gets in,
The
boy I would have been if
My
mother had kept on walking.
He
wants to be just like her,
Far
away and gone forever, wants
Me
to press down on the gas;
But
however fast I squeal away,
The
shaggy past keeps loping behind,
Sniffing every turn.
When
I stop in the weedy parking lot,
The
failed stores of the old mall
Make
a dark wall straight ahead;
And
I’m alone again, until my parent get in,
My
father, impatient, my mother
Trying
hard to smile, waiting for me
To
steer my way across this emptiness.
PUTTING DOWN THE
CAT
--By Billy Collins
The
assistant holdd her on the table,
The
fur hanging limp fromher tiny skeleton,
And
the veterinarian raises the needle of fluid
Which will put the line through her ninth life.
“Painless,”
he reassures me, “like counting
backwards from a hundred,” but I want to tell him
that our poor cat cannot count at all,
much less backwards, much less to a hundred.
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